Play with abandon, release attachment, be the Sir Ender…
Hey Y’all
I’ve just come back from a short trip above and beyond the other side of the edge of nowhere.
Had to get a wing fixed after a recent fall from grace… balanced my grrrrrr… got back my Ace… I’m writing again….
and this time around seems less like dictation 😉 and more like co-creation 😍… finally downed, gulp, Annapurna 🙂…you know she was just my initial 😉….
four- ray, chakric door way ….for Ma-using… 🥰 A-musing….me.
"To love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart
and to sing it to them when they have forgotten."
~Arne Garborg
'Hello from the other side....
I must have tried a thousand times...
To tell you I'm sorry ...
For breaking your heart ....'
It's been a very long 18 months my sove-reign-deers ...felt like a drag-on 🐉....my soul...the sum of my lower parts, a rare dark night fury; turned out to be Toothless...and I’m a true blue Berk’nstock…. hold ma’ heart ...does any-’body’ know how... did lock down open yours? ....or tear it apart? Are we picking up the 🧩🧩peaces
'When I call, you never seem to be home
Hello from the outside
At least, I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart...
But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear 😢 you apart anymore..."
Is Kali Kali Ma, the Mother of all time, making us her art? Is life herself 🌎 ....calling out from the dark for a re-vision of our division...no more hiding and deriding ...to give us a brand new start...one with heart…...I've been busy these last few months laying down some new tracks. And yes, I do like the key of A...as do the powers of 🐝....one see … they putta a green 'T'-ara ring on it, oo oo oo ....L'chai'em. The con-tract is inked, s/he 😉… Securely attached....sthira sukha asanam : “posture (asana) [should be] stable (sthira) and comfortable (sukha),” but is more literally translated as “resolutely abide in a good space with ease and grace" [no need for amazing..that’s the extra’s credit...just be…the lead player…the heavy…sigh😂]
Awareness is Ma’s know escape clause or is it her pause😻? Are you confused or A-mused? 😉 Got ya running? Shall we take the 'A' train-ing... with new balance? Instead of fight or flight learn to ride it, guide it; otherwise all you can do is play dead. Sneak'her alert... forget about 'letting go'... flip the script, switch back, root... for your Self ...and stay....call on me when you need A hand; cuz, we all need somebody to lean on… to stand on our own, together... for our right to roam and liberated 🐝ing... after all...we are all just walking each other home....
Jai Jai Ma
Dearest Ones....Tree Huggers and Earth Mothers...of all genders
Last we ‘spoke’I do believe I left you in some chit 😉Are you woke ... and full of it?
Did you get lit, and blissed or are ya still ...but twisted and pissed 🤬
Are we done and dusted ...
Do we need to revisit his dark materials ... round three... I still got some skin in that game 🥰....has your daemon settled to ground? 🦋🦚🌲🐉
Did I leave you in 're'-pose 🧘🏽♀️a tad too long? ...have 'you' gone....if so, E.T. please remember to phone home. Need her 🌍 number?...Just Ommmmm.
Did you get loopy? Twisted like a mobius strip ∞...lost in... or lost the... words to your favourite song? Did it all go... terribly gong... lost A wu wei, joined the wrong Q ....or A-em like me 😬😂 lost your Self mirrored in a dance of learning to play the wild Romanze...still. puzzled? by that... give a damn...left hand peace. Eine Kleine Nactmusik. S/heeeeez.... so hard to get A cross…it’s Moats…art after all. 🙈
‘A’- parently 😉....I've been bit coining for the universe...the Tibetan practice of Tonglen...is a little like that...the universe, s/he uses your spare processing capacity to do some dirty work...a bit of soul-full mining to clear another person, place or thing...to keep the karmic ledger...out of the red and in the black you've gotta take in all the 💩...and send a whole lotta lotta love back....and just when I was starting to feel like a used up 'sweat-her'...s/he put me on and now I feel like A favourite...I'm a card-again...royal flush ... this suit is hearts…..for the arts….'I'm a fool for you'... no more ice ice baby this sherpa’s packing❤️…go for the free fall …s/he’ll be your Ace re-porter up, down and all around the mountains…over and over. Can’t cook her books ...S/he’s not A lending library, more like Amazon...bye-bye gets you in....there is A 'I 😉do' date...the practice keeps it legit...there is no need to split... a heart of gold... so I'm told 😉 And that purr fume 😻🔥 it's for Realz, and it's Lush...'once you hit it, it's hard to quit it, and she's a beast... they call that karma.'
How many times this past year, I tried to write y’all... and the words ...well, like my Self....they only came in squirts. Taking it as it comes has clearly been the lesson 😂. I guess it was time to uze you to get rid of the 'R more...and move me into A-mour, eh😉? Gotta catch those zzz’s, yogically.
We must chose our path, and it must chose us back.
On A mountain….I'm on top of the world ...waiting on this for a while now... payin' my dues to the dirt.....and if y'all be trippin'... there might be some slippin'..and those falls...well, just call them ....Ma-agra 😉😂... s/he’s got a hard earth brand of staying… power…in the soft landings…I fall back to you. No landslides please… high time to tip your scale?....take it down low ....use your dojo big toe if you must, to switch it up, kill the lights and look right at me....love is blind 😉 ... find the well springs. Drink em in. ‘Cards on the table we are both showing hearts’ …Love is patient, love is kind, love is sweet and love can wait on sum-ma sum-ma sum-ma for a long long time. Am I finally cooking a book? Never-mind 😉... Always by ❤️...I do… YES! Season-ings...are my speciality…. winter spring summer or fall...all you've got to do is call …we could go carol-ing..I’d king ya, but Queen, Be-one-see… will always reign Supremes.
I have an inkling 😉 there might be a new cat in town...you know I love a London boy....helping me with my gait...oh, deers 🦌 😂 am I coming unhinged?...is this the end of the road...for boys to A-men? Hallelujah! Been doing that tune too lang lang time...and pand-Avas, must do their dhar-Ma... wax on, wax off...that is the way....turns out I actually got the right man-do…universe wanted me to play the Mandolorian, talk about not wanting to be seen for who you are 😳, all that armour…no Sir—I’m coming out…it’s all easey and peacey for me….see, I chose the Mandolin…....gotta be careful where you put those ors in...row row your boat...gently....so, if i'm wise...why this feeling of a child that I can't shake...And am I wiser for holding close the friends that I make? ... care for the child...inner and outer S/he said.... be lead ….gotta get young yogis and yodas... of any age…outta their heads. ..I'm levitating… Do a leapa! I'm back to being a jumper ....such a card-again...😂😂😂
Resilience...rebounding, A springing back ...'how sweet it is'....turns practice into art ...to Taylor time... 'i just wanna stop and thank you'...Q... the muse....and Swiftly 😉 too...cuz, darling
"I knew you'd come back to me."
Katy Perry - Resilient (The Smile Video Series)
Turns out, I don't have to give up Dr. Strange to give E-lasta-girl a whirl. She may not be a marvel, but she is...incrrrr-edible 🎁🎁 Not everyone who's animated is A'venger 🤬....it's helpful to have more than one care-actor if you're gonna play in the multi-verse. No need to do Loki...if you’re already LokA. Guess who is free.
Expect I'll be shifting, as we open more, into a new voice, seriously ...feels like I've been kitted 😻out with a new 'go pro' man-date, actually a fiat😉... to tackle some of the hairier spots 🙊 for which yoga, a state of being…skill in action...compassion in action is so well-suited, no knights needed….S/he roars....amour is now included. It is said, those who wield the Vajra, the sword, can Lance-a-lot. 😂g-d knows I’m 'a girl...who loves a boy who moves'…. remember the embers....yet....the pen is mightier than the sword. Surrender is now….a much needed Sir ender.
No more third eye blind spots...in this semi charmed life always gotta leave room for more magic 😻....20/20 visions...helped me see a lot of chit clearly, you too? ... I just love being …One more…if you were lucky enough to get Peer'ced... and ya'll know I've had more than my ..is this over-share😂?....means I care…holy ears are all the better to hear you with my deers….then good... Morning😉...and now that you've A woke 😂... listen in...feels so good ...dream weaver....be-spoke.
Got ya smiling? 🎁😘
I'll keep you posted about the possibility of group classes resuming in September...and I'll be offering s'more yogic nibbles from the fire pit ❤️through the sum ma time for you and your practice. Am still available for privates, zoom in and zoom out, and if you wish time on my table ....I've been blessed with space, ‘twas some amazing fierce grace....to transcend my shell….and now am able... to take in new clientele.
So Be still my beating hearts....listening is high art, and maybe one day we will hear each and every note, and...it’ll be the end of the earthly series of mad men…I'll grow apple trees and honey bees and we all can live by ❤️
Did you puzzle out the peaces of my play list...put them together..... be the Sir ender …and you too can all be the sweet'her... Jai Jai Ma.. `hot hot and holy …it’s all always about being kinder😉….Kali Ma’
bowing the head to the light of the heart... for it shines... this is the way
always playin' ….the
S A K x
ma phone: 07753287980 and all that jazz…in case y'all wants to connect 😍
Waves rise from water.
Flames arise from fire.
Rays emanate from the Sun.
So do you and I shine forth.
From the Mysterious One. ~The Vijnana Bhairava Tantra
truth is one, paths are many
let peace vibe the tribe
with paradox love light and laughter
and as always....
Lokah samasta sukhino bhavantu ...may all beings be happy and free....and may the light of truth flow through all creation
oodles and oodles of big warm squishy virtual hugs
shelly x
500 hr certified Integral, Heart Rest, Mahakala Chai Yoga Teacher, Health Coach & Registered Cranial Sacral & Indian Head Massage Therapist